Wednesday, January 25, 2017

Every Bite, Every Morsel - Day 13 #JoinMyJourney

It's been sometime since my last post and I have like so many others screwed any resolutions I had made to myself so now it's just me being me again and back to where I started... Feeling a little more broken than before. Feeling tired, feeling defeated and just not sure which direction to go next...

Don't worry, Mom knows what is going on... She is helping me with this new battle, we are fighting it together... We think we know what may be causing some of my issues, the cause of my present mental state and we are praying that path we are chosing is one that will lead us to the answers... Maybe even the answers to some other questions that I can share later on, but for now I ask for your Prayer and happy thoughts as I begin a quest if you will to get out of this fog I am currently drifting through...

Some are probably thinking what is this all about? Well, for the past month or two I have just not been feeling like me... I have gained all of the weight back that I lost, my mood behind the mask, if you will, is a roller coaster. It's almost as if I don't take a happy pill... I have no motivation to do the things I used to love to do... It's hard to talk to people about it because I am the strong one, the life of the party... But it's so hard to be all of that when I feel shattered inside...

I know I need to get back into the habit of Bloging because I feel like it is my voice and I know it helps, even if only a few are reading...

Until my next blog... be nice to each other and care for each other...

Musicsongbird